Blogmas Day 10&11

Since going on disability back in 2008, I have been searching for my purpose in life. For about twenty-five years, my purpose was being a chef, a lofty goal for someone with spina bifida. I more or less accomplished my goal reaching Sous Chef level. Often I wonder how further in my career I could have progressed if I was not born with spina bifida. There were so many goals I wanted to reach, however, the constant battles with health issues eventually forced me to stop working as a chef. Since then I have been working to find my purpose in life part two. Sometimes the second act is better than the first, I can only hope. Lately, I’ve been spending too much time reminiscing on the past, which isn’t a good thing, it just gets me more down and depressed. Compound that with my mobility becoming worse and the fact that I have been using a cane for the last two years, makes me feel at times there’s no hope. I Know feeling hopeless sounds somewhat depressing and sad, but it is how I feel sometimes. My two saving graces are my photography and writing, with the photography progressing more than the writing at the moment, though I plan on changing that soon. Here’s to finding mu new purpose in life…
Until Next Time… Take Care…

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